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hello everyone, i just wanna anounce that we opend evergreen oak for public. wtf is evergreen oak you might ask?, well its an island resort where you can play hang out, play sports games or board games or arcade videogames, we also have a loli maid cafe (without the loli maids cuz they are all too bussy playing left 4 dead)with a big ass tv that you can watch youtube on it together with your friends and whatnot. i also have a shop opend there so check out my new stuff!

so like come over to the - EverGreen Oak - resort slurl.com/secondlife/Illusion%…

oh yeah and i'm talking about second life here xD


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well it's not that urgent but i bet this title got ur attention lol


anyway, everyone, download and watch (or watch online  www.animefreak.tv/watch/basqua… ) Basquash NAO! quality shit has quality written all over it, i even dare to call it a next gen anime

when i first saw the trailer www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTFr_i… , i thought that it's fucking stupid cuz it has mecha playing basketball, but than again, i thought the same thing about eureka 7 when i saw mecha riding a surf board xD, and the visuals of Basquash rly got my atention, not to mention the hot loli with big boobs(it's crazy, i know), it had quality written all over it, so i thought that it wont hurt to give it a try and man am i glad i did. it deliverd everything it promised in the trailer and so much fucking more. it has awsome animation, choise of colors, style of world, chars, music. i love everything about it from the opening to the ending. usualy i only watch the opening and ending once and than i just skip it for the rest of the eps but in this case i watch it again and again, the opening is like an awsome amv and the ending is so heartwarming, relaxing and just pretty too look at xD.

anyway i rly love it and i dont even like basketball or nike shoes xD so like, i recommend watching this masterpiece



HEYYYYYY, i got rly good at inglesh! spell check marked only 2 mistakes (not counting the missing ',. marks and l33t sp33k shit lol)



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yo, i just watched a movie called earthlings, it's about animal cruelty and shit and is intended to make you feel bad about the shit you just ate and probably even become a vegetarian or something XD
anyway, i have seen how cow's throats are being slit, pigs being boiled alive, skin is being pealed of a living dog and than he is thrown into a pile of other animals without skin that are still alive (lol if i was a sadist, id sprinkle sum salt on it just for the lulz xD) and many more shocking stuff and this rose me a very serious question. if we can so brutally torture them, slaughter them and exploit them, than why the fuck cant we fuck them? seriously, why is beastiality illegal? a horny dog fucking a woman IN NOT equal to cutting the dogs feet off and hanging him upside down and pealing his skin while he struggles and screams in pain

what the fuck

yeah lol but anyway, you might think that i'm a heartless bastard but after that movie i was kinda  hungry and went down stairs and got myself sum delicious smoked sosages, and when i have bitten it and feel it's taste, the image of a cow getting her throat slit poped up in my head and than i thiught, oh god this sosage is so worth that xD it's so delicious, so like, I still luv those delicious cheeseburgers and i'm glad I wasnt born a cow

but yeah I do feel sorry for those animals and I think they should be handled differently and i'm against killing for sport like the bull thing with those fags in tight spandegs with their balls showing and shit and I think that one who doesnt value the life of other and take it for no reason other than his personal entertainment, he isnt worth his own life. it's just that I think that it's okay to take another life if you are doing it cuz you want to eat and not just to satisfy your sick fuck fetishes.

most vegetarian propaganda like this movie have a small plot hole with not eating meat, non human animals kill other animals for food so why the fuck shouldnt we do the same? Or should they stop hunting and eating other living things too? And besides, if I stop eating meat, it wont change shit, cows will still get killed and the store shelfs will be filled with delicious meat products, so it's kinda pointless not to eat them.

Yea the only thing that troubles me is that animals are being killed without anesthetic or that our food has a mind of it's own, I think they should create some kind of pigs and cows that have no heads or brain so that they would be like vegetables

yeah but the problem isnt how they are being handled, humans are the problem by itself. We cant just stop mass consuming stuff, there are just too many humans on earth. This video talks about a human world where there are no wars and shit like that but that kind of world is impossible because humans wont just stop killing and torturing and raising themselves above others because humans are evil by nature(white males the most, white males are the cancer inside a cancer), even if you kill all the bad people in the world, new bad people will come to be.

humanity is like cancer

earth's eco system is like a living organism and every living thing is like a cell
every cell in a human's body has it's purpose, it only takes what it needs and gives something in exchange. now a cancer cell is a cell that has lost it's purpose, it no longer gives anything to the organism and just takes and rapidly multiply, fucking up the balance and eventually killing the organism.

If you look at cities from an satellite photo, earth is like bread and cities are like mould on it

so like, the way I see it, the only way to solve this problem before it's too late is to erase humans from the face of the earth

but at this point, I have this uncertainty, are humans really a cancer, or maybe this is all a part of a greater plan. Let's look at earth as an egg and humanity is like a bird or snake or something developing inside that egg, it consumes everything and it leaves the egg when it's done shaping (we will eventual leave earth and move to space) after all, life on earth follows a certain program and humans are the latest product of many years of evolution and are now continue to evolve themselves with science and technology. Maybe it's just our destiny, we came a long way from single cell organisms to what we are now and we no longer need this eco system that we created while we where evolving, to help us on our way, and now we can survive on our own.

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howdy

god quake live is so adictive, it's like an mmo rpg, you have to grind ur stats and shit. what hooks me up to it the most is the awards i get for playing it, it's kinda like xbox360 where you get achievments and shit, you get stuff like 1000 hours of play or 2000 online maches won and other awards to show off how mutch life you dont have. it gives me a lot of motivation for playing it and trying to furfill the conditions needed to get those awards like win 100 online maches, well played id soft, well played.

oh and i noticed that i now pwn the AI on the nightmare dificulty setting in the quake live practice mode or quake 3. i remember i have only dreamed that one day i would be hardcore enough to play on nightmare dificulty. to me it looked like if you can play and beat the comp on that, than you must be a fucking pro at quake. well it turns out not to be so true cuz i still suck and get pwned by real players lol even if i beat the comp on nightmare.

anyway, shit is rly of fun, i like all the game modes but my faw right now is the clan arena mode, it's kinda like cs, there are two teams and if you die you have to wait till the second round and you can watch how your team mates that are still alive, play, last player that is alive, scores points for his team(terorists win)

yeah so like, join www.quakelive.com now if ur still not there and lets play (it's free btw)

btw for those who tl;dr'd my last entry, you missed out on this awsome quake 5 beta gameplay footage that i linked in it www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIO8LZ… this game will be tits!


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damn i wanted to keep this brief this time cuz i know how mutch pain in the ass is to read a wall of text, but i just couldnt help myself, anyway if it's too long just skip to the bottom where i talk about quake live

when i was still young and had my first pc, one of my first pc games was quake, i fucking loved (and still fucking do), to me that game was like one of the 7 wonders of the world cuz all i have played before it where just 8bit and 16bit 2D games like mario and sonic, what was so revolutionary about quake was that it was 3fuckingD! and not only that, the world was so realistic and imersive, all the ambiant sounds and the visual style of the game as well as the monsters made me shit my pants when i was playing it, lol and also, there where no continues or other console bullshit, i could retry as many times as i wanted and i could even save my progress, how fucking awsome is that?! anyway quake something rly amazing and has burned itself in my head.  than a few years later, quake 2 came out, i allmost shit my pants when i saw it in the store as well as playing it. it had rly kick ass guitar music, awsome sci-fi setting on an alien planet and cyborg badguys and sci-fi military bases and shit, all the badguys looked so awsome as well as the overall visual design, later when i beat the game, i tried out it's multiplayer feature on my neiborhood LAN, met tons of new friends, and made some srly unforgetable memories, we used to run around shooting each other asses in our own created maps and downloaded player models and i must say, quake2 is one of the best things that hapend to me. lol, instead of going outside, we all just loged in and stayed inside q2 edge map on top where the grenade launcher is placed, we where just standing there and chatting and flipping each other off (id software rocks for putting the flipoff thing in q2 XD) and watching as people run around and shoot each other down below, later we started meeting and hanging out IRL, playing footbal and riding our bikes, good times. than, quake 3 was anounced on TV, they showed the q3 opening movie whre sarge is out of ammo and teleports and his cigar falls down on the ground looking so realistic and shit(he kinda reminded me shwartzneger) i was so fucking hyped about quake3, i was guessing what could the storry be about, is it a sequal to q2? or maybe a prequal to q1? or maybe a new story? i just couldnt wait, and finaly, it came out, i grabed it and ran back home as fast as i can, jamed that bitch up my cd drive, could hardly wait till it finishes installing, and now, the moment of truth, my whole life was ment for this moment, i click the quake3.exe, watch the kick ass intro that i have seen on TV, i click on single player and sudenly! WTF IS THIS SHIT!? a DM with bots? where's my fucking single player? what the fuck, did i buy the wrong game by mistake? oh and they even fucked up the quake logo. it was such a disapointment, all my hopes and dreams shaterd in an instant as if my whole life was a lie, i felt so violated, i was no longer the man i used to be. from this point, quake was prettymutch over for me, well i did play quake 3 and got a few moments of enjoyment out of it but it just wasnt quake to me, the visuals where very invonsistant and too clolorfull, the game was kinda boring, i didnt rly like the feal of the game how i moved and jumped and stuff. altho it did have some good points about it, it had ranger from quake1 (one of my childhood heros XD) and there where some other rly funky chars like orb and doom from doom lol and the game music alone was worth the money, still this game kinda opend a void in me. than many years went by, and no new quake game, they where re relesing wolfenstein and even doom, but not quake, but it didnt rly mater anyway cuz even if they would make a new quake game, it just wouldnt be the quake that has quake writen all over it because id software has changed and an their game that i loved so mutch, changed with them, doom3 didnt even remotely remind me doom. so after that i was drowning my sorow in random quake1 DM matches on random QW servers (q1 is so kickass online once you get used to it's funky DM). than after all these years, they have finaly anounced quake4, but i had zero emotions for it as i have long lost the faith in humanity and shit and i couldnt care less if that game didnd come out. but oh well it did come out and i desided to try it out cuz it was a sequal for quake2. well they have totaly failed too keep up with q2 visual style, the story wasnt bad but wasnt revolutionary either, what i liked about quake4 was that they sticked to the oldschool style of fps where the player caries 10 big ass guns on his back and is still able too move as if he was light as a feather xD FUCK YEAH! i kinda miss the good old times when FPS games didnt force you to stick with just 2 guns and make you drop all the bazookas and other good shit that you came across once you use them for the objectives. another thing that i liked is that this time i wasnt alone, in q4 you are in a team so that was kinda new to me in a quake game. yeah overall, quake4 didnt suck as mutch as i thought it would, it's not quake but putting that aside it's a fun game, it's kinda like doom3 but doesnt suck. anyway, quake 5 has been anounced not so long ago, here's the beta gameplay video www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIO8LZ…

yeah but what i wanted to talk about today is this awsome website that i came across not so long ago caled quake live www.quakelive.com it's kinda something like MyFace or SpaceBook only isnt as pointless as those two, you create an acount and install a browser plugin, than you find friends and all that other crap and you play quake with them. yes you play a 3D shooting game inside your web browser XD how awsome is that?! there are planty of matches to chooose from and the ghraphics look rly good and you can play it on any old computer that could play q3. basicaly that game IS q3 but with a few new weaposn, maps and players. you also get awards and you have your statistics like faw weapon and shit like that, the site is rly advanced with live update on everything, if someone from your friends list is playing, you can jump in and join him instantly ish you click on an icon next to his avatar, well check it out

anyway, i was playing it and i started to rly enjoy it, maybe i got over by the trauma that q3 caused me and started enjoying it for what it is and not for what it could have been, i rly hooked me up, than i sudenly noticed that i'm grinding my stats and this realization came to my mind that this is a fucking MMORPG in disguise LOL

anyway it's good stuff, anyone has an acount on that site?





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i know that Dmirtys will hate me and demand a divorce after this but here goes

a few weeks ago i went to see the new fast and furious movie and i fucking loved it, the next day i was sitting at mc donalds, eating cheesburgers and still couldnt get the movie out of my head, and i thought, what kind of faggot could dislike the contry that made a FUCK YEAH! movie like that, the contry that invented the concept of "FUCK YEAH!"(big cars, big TVs, big houses, big guns, big explosions, big tits, big macs and big asses)

it looks like it's cool too hate america now days cuz all the cool kids are doing it, but seriously i dont get it, to me it's just another form of pointless racism like all the hate without a cause. i'm kinda tired of hearing all the bitching about how evil america is.

people that bitch about america are just like DA users that bitch about DA, why the fuck do you use DA if it's so bad than? how is this relevant? well i'm gonna try to explain that now.

the world is one big america, the culture of the world is one big american culture, families that have cars, watch tv cable tv, eat fast food, people that shove advertisement down your throat, drink cola and shit like that. USA has set the cultural standards of human civilization.

even the most arch enemy of US, the motherland, subconsciously submitted it's anus to americas mighty cock, just look at all the pathetic western style tv shows and american way of life inpersonations in russian society, everyone just talks about sex on "okna" and similar shows lol, and not only russians, japan is also trying very hard at being western (and fails very hard too) as well as other contrys.

now if you rly hate america, stop being a part of it, craft a litle boat and sail away on a remote uninhabited island and spend the rest of your days there or try doing something about it, if you cant do either one of these than just STFU you god damn tool. and no, hating macdonalds and not eating there and pretending that the food there tastes bad doesnt cut it, ur still an ignorant wannabe.

everyone now seems to only concentrate on the bad aspects of america without even thinking about all the good things that america brought to the world. just think about it, i'll help you by listing some of them:
Elvis, m 16, terorism, war on terorism, the PowerPuff Girls, McDonalds, cheesburgers, INTERNET, porn, hollywood, 3D, electricity, japan, MTV, shopping malls, jazz, breakdance, black people, techno, madona, the matrix, graffiti, NBA, xbox360, quake, starcraft, war, hummer, superjail, terminator, robocop, teenage mutants ninja turtles, COLA!, rock and roll, los vegas, monster trucks, big tits, E-guitars, BMX, Malcom X, skate boards, skatman, chicks with dicks, KFC, disney, drugs, videogames, VHS, NTSC, eminem, youtube, cellphones, Vin Diesel, pimps, 4chan, w.t.snacks, 300, cartoons, LSD, NASA, MDMA, watchmen, muscle cars, burnout revenge, robots, south park, adult swim, dave chapel, dr house, dexter's laboratory, discovery channel, windows xp, steve jobs, handjobs in dirty public bathrooms and the list goes on and on. or just watch fear and loathing in los vegas and see one of the many things that the american flag symbolizes to me(oh god i wish i was born in 60s  xD)

even if they didnt invent one or two things mentioned, they you cant deny that america helped a lot developing those things, working as a cultural incubator before spreding it onto the world and you just cant deny that. just think about it, what would you do without all those things that they gave you? how would the world look without them? even if it would be a better place, it wouldnt be the world that we all know and love.

so like, you can say whatever you want about america, but movies like fast and furious just blows all your bitching away cuz only merica can make a movie like that is posible.

and so, the sun ish shining, the weather is so good, i go outside macdonalds finishing my last burger, droping the paper that my burger was packed in, on the ground, drink my cola, barf and say god bless america!





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i allways had this inner conflict about fate, is fate real ? but today i was convinced that fate in fact is a real thing

how did this hapen, well anyone remember any silent hill 4 trailers? there was a rly good one and i fucking loved the song that played in it. these kind of songs give me emotions that are hard to controll and shit. i allways wanted to know who did that song so that i could find the full song and listen to it, but no one knew what it was. today i acidentaly clicked on the youtube link on my browsers link bar, next to the google link, that i was originaly intending to click, youtube site opend up and i noticed i have sum mesages, so i desided to check them out. but before i did that, i clicked on a thumbnail in the "recomended for you" videos tab. i dont know why the fuck i did it, i couldnt give less fuck about videos recomended for me cuz it allways contains random stuff that is diferent every time i refresh the page and are irrellevent to my interests and is just a waste of my time. i could have just not gave a fuck like i allways do and not click it, but i did and surprise surprise, it was an amv with that song, and i was just yesterday watching that sh4 trailer and thinking that it would be so sweet to find that song one day XD here's the video www.youtube.com/watch?v=uB-3Ce…

but this was just the last drop, i had this hapen, and even bigger, more important things than this, to me before.
like this one time, i could have stayed at home, but i desided to go out, fo no reason, and i found a 20gb hd in the mud, dunno what came over me, but i desided to take it with me, i washed it and put it on my shelf to dry, i wasnt expecting that it would actualy work, so i forgot all about it, untill recently i was fixing my comp and i was looking for a hd to back up some files and i found in my shelf that one i brought home, i thought, well since the case is open and the IDE cable sticks out, it wont hurt to connect it and see what hapens, and to my surprise, the hd worked, and boy was i surprised with what i fund inside, it made my day, but i cant tell you what it was lol. anyway, if it wasnt fate, i woudn't have vent out on that day and pick up that dirt ball and bring it home with me. so yeah, like i said, lots of stuff like that hapen to me, i find money, i run into people that change my life for ever, i run into events that change my life for ever, and it allways hapens when i have no reason to go somewhere or do something but i do it anyway or just these coincidences that i come across in my way.

i belive that it was ment to hapen like this

i was allways sceptical about things as future, fate, destiny, time and shit like that, but at the same time, i have seen planty of proof of these concepts, i mean, the part of my brain that likes to think logicaly still refuses to belive in all of this but the other part of my brain tells me that it's real.

people that dont belive in fate, allways say "har har, i dont belive in fate, i am in controll of my own future and if i wanted to, i could quite colegue and become plumer smashing turtles and looking for gold coins in brick walls"

but how can you be in controll of your own future, if you dont know what's going to hapen? well okay, lets say you wisit a 4chan(fortune lol) teller and she tells you that you are going to be hit by a buss, only than you would have the power to change your fate by not going out on the street that day, but since you didnt go to the fortune teller and dont know your future, how the fuck can you prevent what's going to hapen, and even if you went there and know it, this could all just be a more complexe scheme of fate, cuz afterall, it was your fate not to die under a buss, as it was your fate to go to the fortune teller and and learn about your death

so like the way i see it. it was your fate to become become a shroom eating plumer and never finish colegue all along, you didnt change shit

your life is like a railroad, on a dark night, and you dont have no stearing wheel, nor break or reverse and you cant see shit where you are going, all you can do is just go forward and hope for the best, that is the sad truth of everyone's life.

and i think that fortune telling is bullshit anyway, for one, like i said, i dont rly belive in time, time is just a concept, a mesuring unit, not some kind of driving force of the universe, and not an audio tape that you can rewind, make it go fast forward, pause or stop ir. you can stop phisics with phisiscs(canel out one force using another), stoping a flying ball with your hand, but you dont stop it's time, you cannot pause it grabing it with your hand and releasing it to continue its jurney.

and this brings me to time traveling.
i'm sceptical about time traveling too - all those shitty movies about time traveling, no mater how good they have it all figured out, they all have the same plot hole.
lets say you go back in time and stop hitler from inventing the world war 2, you stop him and ww2 doesnt hapen, all would be fine and dandy but here's the plot hole, if ww2 never happens, than you who stoped it, are never born cuz you just changed the course of the world's history, how so?, well if the war didnt hapen, lets say your grandfather never left poland or whatever and migrated to america to escape the invasion, there and never met your grandmother there, they didnt fuck, your mom or dad wasnt born, and so are you, so you couldnt go back and stop hitler cuz you arent born, so hitler wasnt stoped and the war hapend, and you where born and you went back and stoped the war, and war didnt hapen, and you where not born, and war hapend, and you born and stoped it, and it didnt hapen, and time is stuck in a loop

so to sum things up, if the war didnt hapen, you arent born, you who went back and stoped the war
so by stoping the war, you cancel yourself out, but by canceling yourself out, you cannot stop the war
so even if time traveling was posible it either be inposible to change anything or you would just fuck up the timeline by changing something

but fuck that, lets say you where born, cuz both of your grandparents where living in himalaya or some other remote place on earth that wasnt touched by ww2, you stoped the war and it never hapend, since it didnt hapen, you didnt feal the need to go back in time and stop it, so the war does hapen, and you go and stop it, but you stoped it so it didnt hapen, so you didnt go back and stop it cuz it didnt hapen, so it hapen cuz you didnt go back and stop it, so you had to go back to stop it, anyway, it's another fucked up loop  

this is just something that my tiny human brain cant comprehand, it's like fucking dividing by zero lol (try that on your pc calculator,  youll shit brix) the most convincing and intresting take on time travel i have seen was in one, powerpuff girl episode, i was rly surprised something like this coming from something like that lol

but there are speculatons like "OMG, when you change time you create a new dimension of time where time flows on a diferent path and the future you came from still remains the same" so than you didnt change shit, you just created a new branch. well you could just go live in that new branch and bring all the humanity with you  from your time branch to that new one you created

but oh come one, seriusly

but things like the future or the past dont exist anyway cuz the future didnt hapen yet, the future will hapen eventualy but untill it didnt, you cannot se what doesnt exist rite? similair with the past, the past no longer exists cuz it's the past, it was there but it's no longer there and all that's left is written history and our memory, past is no longer a material thing, it's not a room that you can go back in whenever you want, the only thing that does exist is NOW, you are living NOW, not in the future, not in the past

but here's an intresting inner conflict of thought i have, i dont belive in being able to see the future, but i keep having these dreams of the future, first i thought it's just a coincidence, just a similair setting that's why it feals familiar, but the scary thing is, that it's not 0_0, i time to time encounter an event that i have seen before and i remember clearly that i have dreamed of it, and not only that, i even know what's going to hapen next or atleest what i'm going to say next, and like a chery on top, i dreamed that i dreamd about it, not only do i know that i have dremed about it and what am i going to say next, that creepy fealing triggers another creapy fealing that i allready had that creapy fealing when remembering that i have dreamed of it in my dream, how should i better explain it, it's like puting two mirrors in front of each other and walking in betwen them (try doing that in 3D, remove the limiter and hit render, ur pc will shit brix) and if i know i'm what's going to hapen i can change that rite? no i cant, this also creeps me out, the second i even think about not saying the words i dreamd that i will say, a memory pops into my head that i allready dreamed that i will not say what i said

so, could my theory actualy be wrong and we are not living NOW? could the past exist and we are actualy living in it and that's why we can see the future that is hapening in this NOW that is in the future? shit my head gonna explode lol

or maybe there are two or more of these NOWs that are hapening simultaniously? diferent layers of NOW and we are un the midle one and see the layer that is above?

yeah so those are my random everyday thoughts about stuff





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just received my cyber trooper: oratorio tangram - remixes CD and felt like it's a good opportunity for sum OT news lol

anyway. i luv how sega likes to beating a dead horse, the fans will be pleased to know (if there are any)(if this isnt old news for them already) that sega announced that they will be bringing VOOT-msbs5.66 (the one with ten eighty and apharmd C) exclusively to Xbox 360 somewhat this month, xbla to be exact. the game will cost 1200 microsoft points(dunno how much dollars would that make)
here's a trailer www.gametrailers.com/player/46…

i also luv how sega keeps making these model kits of a game that is 14 years old and no one knows gives a fuck about. this time they are releasing 2 new high grade model kits of Raiden and Specineff (an odd choice but i do want that specinef) to accompany their new xbla release of VOOT.

and finally, i bought a VOOT remixes CD and the best way to describe it would be as a good example of "they are not even trying". boy did it suck, the music was so generic shallow and bland, i could hardly listen to it. and for something that says virtual on oratotio tangram - remixes, it sure did have much of those. basically there was literally one remix and the rest of it didn't have much to do with VOOT. just a bunch of generic shitty techno songs.

a guide on how to be a complete ass, by sega:

1. pick a franchise that has a dedicated-fan base
2. shat out something that required you minimum effort and cost you nothing to make
3. title it as related to that franchise
4. sell it to it's fans
5. ???
6. profit!

anyway
i wish they would stop recycling old shit and made an actual new VO game if they still care about this franchise


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i went to see watchmen on the weekend and i decided that it's a good opportunity to shed some light on these other movies

that i'm waiting for

terminator 4 - video.yahoo.com/watch/4592967
transformers 2 - movies.apple.com/movies/paramo…
star treck - movies.apple.com/movies/paramo…
x-men origins - www.traileraddict.com/trailer/…
Fast and Furious 4 - movies.apple.com/movies/univer…
gi joe - movies.apple.com/movies/paramo…
big man japan - movies.apple.com/movies/magnol…
crank 2 - www.crankhighvoltage.com/
there where other movies but i cant remember them right now

watchmen rocked btw, it had awesome and unique chars(my fav is roshack and the mr proper guy with shiny blue penis), violence

scenes that dont fuck around and show it like it is, excessive porn scenes and other guood stuff, and what's most important

to me at least, they finally made the right kind of movie ending(partaly stole my idea X[[[[), that i was waiting for, solong

now what they need is to make a movie or anime that doesnt preach you that revenge brings nothing, and nothing comes out of

fighting (gundam 00 was the last drop) and other goody goody bullshit that i got tired off


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This is a very embarrassing confession actually but I'm going to come out of the closet today may.21.2005 what i have to say is weird...i have this strange turtle fetish...i get very aroused when i see small turtles i just get so turned on i just want to put the turtles down my pants and let there oh so smooth shell rub my penis...I'm not just just horny when i see small turtles it's much more then that i had a dream of doing kinky things with turtles...the dream went like this...it started off in a chamber of some sort and there they were 15 small turtles chained up to the wall they were wearing name tags that were ever so sexy like "daddy" and "bitch" ect. and there i was wearing a leather suit with a whip and i was whiping the turtles and they were making these little snapping sounds i don't know where it came from but i was very aroused by the end of the dream me and the 15 small turtles were in bed and some were on the pillow and some were down there..rubbing my penis...I'm glad I've got that off my back.


no, but seriusly


i never belived in talent before since lazy people allways use it as an excuse to be lazy "baww i cant draw i dont have talent", well neither do i have talent, everything i can, i achieved with work, it wasnt given to me, no one is born, being able to draw a monalisa and shit, duh. there are no such thing as gifted people.

[13:09]  america is a contry of wannabes
[13:09]  and fanboys
[13:09]  that dont have enough willpower
[13:10]  they like to waste their time being a fan of something instead of being that something themselfs
[13:11]  hehe, cool hearing that from someone else.. that's actually my philosophy
[13:11]  why be a fan when you can be a creator?
[13:11]  yeah exactly
[13:12]  I've been on this Norwegian anime/gaming board for years.. it's the same there. Everyone's a rabid fan and spend all their time watching shows and playing games, but never create anything themselves
[13:13]  well they try to create something and fail at their first try and asume they dont have what it takes and quits it
[13:14]  yeah.. I don't have any talent myself, either. I spent 6 years drawing, before my stuff even started to look good, and now I've been drawing for 8 years
[13:14]  they say excuses like, my hands shake or i dont have talent
[13:14]  yeah
[13:14]  i dont belive iun talent
[13:15]  or more like, i dont have it myself
[13:15]  I do believe in talent. I've seen a lot of people who've become great artists after only 2 or 3 years. But, I still think it's possible to become good, without having talent
[13:15]  just takes more work
[13:15]  yeah
[13:15]  and the shaking hands excuse, i reply that well my hands shake alot too lol, i cant even draw a circle or a straight line
[13:16]  but this doesnt stop me

but now days i think i began to understand what talent is(or so i think), while constantly runing across people like this www.youtube.com/watch?v=smE-uI… www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoFurL…
now that is fucking talent, the way i understand it, talent is when people love what they are doing more than anything in th world, when they live for what they are doing, when they enjoy what they are doing, just look at his face when he plays, he is one with his synth and he orgasms with every key stroke xD

i rly wish i was him

more examples www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MehKd… www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUx4t4…
they are so young but they allready know what they want. even now they pwn hard, what will hapen when they grow up?

so anyway, that's that


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Wanted too get this off my chest for some time now but I’m too lazy too update my journal

Anyway today’s topic is atheists

First of all, I’m not a Christian nor do I belong too any other religion (have my own god in a sense) Christians are the assholes of the world, deluded fucks that think that their way is the only right way and shit, lol there are even people that still believe that earth is flat XD not too talk about all the retards that don’t believe in evolution. LOL what's not to believe in evolution? It doesn’t even need proof, it's self evident and just fucking obvious

But anyway, the topic is atheists, in a sense, atheists are the same shit as Christians

Science never proved that god doesn’t exist nor does it even try too, in fact, it actually makes me believe that there might be something behind all this.

Like for example, it's impossible too create life in an experiment without human supervision, experiments proved that life could not have began in those kind of conditions earth had without external stimul, there was a good interview with a scientist that wrote a book about it on youtube

Also the question still remains, what started it all? the universe and shit? Big bang rite? But what was there before the big bang? Who made this all?

Also self assembly is another mysterious thing. Particles automatically assemble into stuff on their own, like ice crystals or salt crystals or soap bubbles.

Here this video explains it better youtube.com/watch?v=uaWliRVmyt… watch at 48:15, or better watch the whole thing cuz it's very interesting and makes you wonder how all of this came too be
Anyway, how did these rules of physics come too be? Is the question that makes my brain hurt

Many scientists believe in god, even Einstein believed in god

So like

What pisses me off about atheists is their attitude, they think they got it all figured out, they are always so certain that they are right and always very cocky about it, never considering the possibility that they might be wrong. and what makes me do a facepalm is their arguments about why god doesn’t exist, they sound like something a 5 year old would say

For example "if god exists" why doesn’t he prevent starvation in Africa" well simple, god is a spectator, he cannot interfere,

even the bible explains that it's the divine plan far greater than some random guy from some random part of the world and his problems

also same goes for you Christians, stop praying for someone too save you and start saving urself, Christians are very self centered, why would god, out of all the 6 billion people, chose you? What makes you so much more significant than others?


Anyway, I’m not saying that god exists, I don’t have any real proof of that, but I cant bluntly clame that he doesn’t exist as well for the exact same reasons. This question has been debated for centuries so it's not like you gonna get an answer too it sometime soon so what's left for me is just not too give a shit about it and continue thinking about stuff that actually maters.


Oh btw, another facepalming thing is Christians on my /b XD this shit just doesn’t compute




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anyone got a psn acount? my name is game.exe, lets meet @ ps home

also gundam 00 s2 kicks ass



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i have no comment XD blogs.houstonpress.com/hairbal…



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uk.youtube.com/watch?v=EOmK_zD…


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Hey guyz, been long time since I wrote anything

Anyway about the achan thing, well it's dead again  lol, sure didn't last long this time

So today's topic number one is "what's new in this year's next gen"

But first I'm gonna talk about DA prints cuz the next gen thing is a wall of text

Although there isn't much to talk about it, just decided to let DA rip me off a bit so now some of my stuff are now available as prints, go buys some prints NAO!

Okay on to the next gen thing

Well finaly next gen is starting to get up on its feet, they finaly stopped daydreaming and promising the impossible and started concentrating on what IS possible. Lost of awesome new games came out or are on the way also the OMG "innovation!" bullshit stopped sucking so hard, now the gameplay is still innovative but in a way that is actually playable lol, I also like that they finaly realized that shiny normal map graphics look ugly cuz everything looks like it's covered in some kind of slime or everything is made out of the same plastic material, and now they are concentrating more on the esthetic part of the visuals, the graphics now may look like a ps2 could handle them, but at least they aren't making your eyes bleed and are actually quite nice too look at. Now the only things they need too drop are the shitty weightless rag doll physics or give objects weight damn it! (Kicking a massive dead body of a monster you killed, 10 meters away from you barely touching it with your leg sure looks realistic) and invisible walls and stuff like 50cm obstacles that you somehow cant walk or jump over.

So anyway, the first example would be Dead space, it's one of those as I like to call it, Japanese games made by Americans xD, it's Japanese cuz it looks like it has been made by capcom or something, it's visually consistent, it has a certain them for it's color scheme, I luv games that have a strong position on it's color scheme and visual design. Masterpieces like these include quake1, chaos legion, zone of enders2, burnout revenge, shadow of colossus, okami, and some other, as I like to call them, perfect games xD but it's not only the visual part that is so awesome, the gameplay part kicks ass too, there is no HUD, you can see your health on an indicator placed on the back of your char, everything else are projected ass holograms by your helmet, if you aim your weapon, a small hologram appears next too your gun showing how much ammo you have left and so on. The inventory menu and map are also realtime holograms, your can browse your inventory at the same time next to a monster whose ass you are tearing apart and stuff like that. Also the aim- fire mode and the mele combat kicks ass, there was a moment when I was surrounded by monsters, they where closing in from all directions, I'm shooting and I ran out of bullets, so I smashed one of them in the face with my gun and squished his head with my foot while reloading the gun, another jumped on me and biting me, you have to hit a as fast as you can to throw them off, I threw him of, punched him, aimed and blew his guts out while another one was nearing me, I quickly hit that one with my hand, than hit another one, stomped on him, another one jumped, I threw him off and shot him. It was a rly immense battle that drained all my health but I made it XD, two times I already thought I'm done for, damn I cant find words to describe this meat grinder that took place in that coridor XD. Yeah so that's the gameplay, you can also collect stuff and buy stuff from the shop and upgrade and level up ur Armour, guns and abilities. The game borrows many successful elements from other games but manages to do them all right and even better than the original games xD, also this game is a horror game so you can shit bricks time to time, it's very unpredictable at times
What I also like about this game is that it reminds me movies like the thing and event horizon

Here's sum trailers www.gametrailers.com/player/41… www.gametrailers.com/player/36… www.gametrailers.com/player/36… www.gametrailers.com/player/34… www.gametrailers.com/player/41…

Here's a review by GT  www.gametrailers.com/player/41…  

Another awesome Japanese game made by Americans that is coming out, prototype www.gametrailers.com/player/35… cant say much about this one since I haven't played it yet

Than there are these American games made by Americans that don't look as good but are rly awesome to play, like fracture, it's like a clone of Gears but has a rly nifty gameplay element, the trencher gun, you can lower or rais terrain, use it any way you can imagine, like raise the floor and squish the enemy too the ceiling, or if you are under heavy fire, lower the terrain, jump in the hole, wait till you recover and reload, than raise it again and shoot everyone, or you can dig your way right to the lets say enemy turret and punch that guy who's manning it right in the dick or something, although the story part of this game sucks lol

Okay than there are these Japanese games that are made by Japanese LOL

The void www.gametrailers.com/player/34… www.gametrailers.com/player/34…

Bionic commando www.gametrailers.com/player/26…

valkiria chronicles www.gametrailers.com/player/38… www.gametrailers.com/player/38…
This game kicks ass, it's like RPG/RTS/FPS added together, you first position your units and stuff like in RTS, than it goes into turn based RPG mode and you make your moves, and the battles are in FPS mode. It's an rly nicely done combination of different game types and shit

bayonetta www.gametrailers.com/player/34… www.gametrailers.com/player/41…

Fuck yeah, I don't know what the fuck this is but looks awesome, devil may cry, may cry

Well enough games for this time


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k finaly you can go back to reading my shitty webcomic

here's the link home.sailormoon.com/game.exe the link will be on my DA frontpage

also need betatesters that could make screenshots and show them to me, i wanna see how the page looks in firefox2, firefox3, opera, netscape, ie7

btw, check out kibate's :iconkibate: sailormoon webcomic, hes doing a far better job than i am. also, does anybody know how to make scrollbars on frames to not apear even if needed?

that's all for now, have good holydays

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okay i have been getting a lot of notes and comments lately about my webpage and my webcomic asking when will the site be open again. and that motivated me enough to actualy do something so expect the page to be back up soon

-/!PUBLICK SERVICE ANOUNCEMENT/!-

if it's night time, the weather is nice warm and refreshing, you have a bicycle (these work the best  img112.imageshack.us/img112/18… ) and you are high on marijuana, take it out for a spin. ride slow and just chill, you wont regret it.

i luw doing this, damn why didnt i think of this when i was a kid.


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k, just watched batman the dark knight, yeah, it was a nice movie, cant say anything more tho, i dont get it what is all the hype about? even my elitist faggot friends loved the movie but damn i dont see anything "omg fucking awsome!!!" in it, also the joker, what about him? everyone is talking about what an awsome character he is and shit but i dont see nothing special in him either, he didnt even joke mutch lol

maybe there is something that i mised? maybe i'm too simple minded too see anything that requires more complex thought or something? or maybe i turned into a mainstream idiot and all i care is special effects and boobs am not inteligent enough to graps a true dimond shining in all the mud ?

well whatever it it, the movie didnt meet my expectations, altho, like i said, it was a nice movie, what i liked about it was that it was rly long, i really enjoyed the suspence and all the moments when you think that it is all finaly over, it turnes out that it only begins, and the movie was rly serius compaired to the rest of batman movies.

but it wasnt enough to buy me, also the twoface char sucked, he gave in to jockers brainwashing very easily, blamed all the wrong people for no particular reason that could be backed up, and other plotholes, he was kinda rushed an wasnt thought through very well.

oh yeah and another thing, this movie felt kinda empty.

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k, i finaly made up my mind about 3D commissions

here are the prices (for now)
low poly model under 1000k - 20-40$
low poly model over 1000k - 50$
low poly model over 5000k - 70$
low poly model over 8000k - 80$
high poly model - price will depend on complexity

plus

low poly UV maping - 10-20$
high poly UV maping - DO NOT WANT
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low poly texturing - 20-50$

also, i can do the riging for mecha or any characters that arent soft and are made out of solid parts (lightwave only)


well that's it for now, i will be doing the first 3 orders to see if i like doing this sort of commissions. Dmitrys has allready made his order so there are only two slots left so hury up.

-------other news-------

just finished watching overman king gainer, FUCK YEAH (dunno how else to descrive it XD). i knew that you should take any kind of raitings with a grain of salt if ur not a compleat mainstream idiot but i still had faith in anidb raitings, i  wasnt expecting mutch from king gainer cuz the raiting on anidb was 6.something but it turned out to be a rly great anime. protip, never watch/not watch anime based on some stupid raiting cuz you might see a lot of crap and miss out on a lot of good stuff.

anyway king gainer doesnt fuck around, it got to the point from the very first episode, i was like, WTF is going on here?! i didnt understand shit but i rly liked what was going on, after the third  episode i finaly synchronized with it XD. now what i liked about it was that the characters where very lively and comfident and there where no pussies like shinji or violent paranoid overreacting PMSing virgin retards like narusegawa, everyone kicked ass. i couldnt tell you who was my favorite char cus i prettymutch liked them all, altho the russian chick from the siberian railway kicked the most ass. what was also rly fun to watch is the way the characters interact to suroundings and with one another.
also the drawing style reminded me eureka 7(you must absolutely see eureka 7 if you allready havent!) and finaly, the animation was very nice, the mecha fight scenes where nice, fire and breacking ice effects whre pretty, the human fight scenes where even nicer.

altho the end wasnt as good as i expected but still it wasnt rly bad, what i hate the most about good anime, is that they end, and the ending is a rly important thing, it should end leaving no room for a shitty sequal and it should end in a way that wouldnt make you very sad that it ended and you wouldnt miss the chars all that mutch

anyway, dont blindly folow someone's directions (like for example reading this review and watching king gainer XD) or raitings, use ur own head and dont miss out on an unexpected surprise like i did xD



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I felt the need to write this as soon as I finished watching it

Anyway dennou coil is one of those rare anime made after the year 2000 that doesn’t suck, one of those anime that return your faith in anime lol.

It struck me how simple and tidy but yet... (Cant find word to describe it) it was. It wasn’t colorful like most anime now days, it didn’t have big eyes and gravity defying hair, it didn’t have a fancy drawing style, big boobs or pedoliciuos lolies to cover up the plot holes, it didn’t have any paradoxal plot twists and mind fucks. It wasn’t trying too hard (and fail) to be original or exotic, didn’t have over the top exaggerated character personalities.

But yet it had something that most anime now days don’t have

It wasn’t trying to be something, it just was what it was and I rly loved it for what it was. Although it did have an interesting and kinda unique concept and it was made very well altogether. Anyway although the characters where rather generic, they had a certain charm, they where very warm and made you give a fuck about them.

Anyway I liked it a lot and it's a fine addition to my vault of "fucking awesome", it's one of those anime that make you feel sad that it's over.

Unlike code geass

I fucking hate that shit and after I seen s2 ep13, I’m not rly sure that I still wanna watch it. It was rly great and something out of the ordinary when it came out, it pulled me in and I couldn’t stop watching it. But halfway through season 2, it started to piss me off. Nothing that the main guy plans, works out. At first it gave it some unpredictability and excitement but soon the unpredictability began to be very predictable, predictable that things wont go according to plan that is. And that kinda pissed me off to the point where I kinda started hating it. But I still, I was hooked badly by it and I couldn’t stop watching and torturing myself with that shit. Than another thing started to piss me off, the unexpected over the top plot twists started to be too over the top. The creators of code geass have gone too far and it became annoying instead of amusing. They had a great success and let their fail-guard down. Remember, you cant have too much of a good thing or else it will start to suck, for example elfen lied. I luv gore in anime but elfen lied hade way too much of it and it stopped being fun when it became an ordinary thing.

So yeah, it’s the same with code geass, also, all the heartless things that happen there feel so fake and cheep.




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